I feel my days are not as special as before, felt excluded. whereas other people from outside may look ordinary because I was mingling with many friends. but not many know that I actually felt depressed because I could not be myself. I started to feel able to be myself after pouring my work to this deviantART. all expressions, emotions, and everything that can reflect myself I took out, but I remain hopeful in the real world whenever I can be myself and other people accept it. I'll try to be better, the spirit!